This Sunday, I attempted my first bike ride since the accident. Actually, this week I've
been easing back into training and it's amazing how my fitness is completely gone. I couldn't even finish my track workout because my lungs were on fire! That's the problem when my mind remembers what I could do, but my body hasn't caught up, yet. This Sunday, the "JV group" cutoff and did the South Lake WA loop, while the rest of us did the 55 mile loop around Lake WA.
I've found that the rule of thumb is that after an extended time off, it takes two weeks of painful lung-gasping, muscle-burning, and waking up sore before things start falling back into place. I think this is why New Years Resolutions usually don't stick. Commitment and hard work fade without the faith that it's attainable in the present time. It's the belief that "it will get better" that helps you give you the strength to stick with the training, and eventually break through. Sometimes starting up again can hurt so badly that we can rationalize that our bodies just aren't meant to do it. I remember when I first started running six years ago. I was extremely out of shape from working long hours and not having an active hobby. I read an article in Shape Magazine that said that you can go from walking to running in four weeks if you follow their plan. No, I couldn't even imagine me as a runner, but I wanted the results I could achieve by running. Just like a good scientist, I followed the plan exactly to prove that they were wrong. I could barely run one lap (1/4 mile) around the track without feeling like I was going to have a heart attack. I didn't outsmart the plan, I just did the walk/run intervals five days per week like they said. I started with five 2 minute runs, interlaced with walking for a total of 50 minutes per workout. The second week I had 4 minute run intervals. The third, 5 minute; the fourth; 7 minute. At the end of this I ran around the inside track of Greenlake (2.8 miles) without stopping. Later that fall I ran my first 1/2 marathon. I got stronger, fitter, and was able to complete another five full marathons. So yes, with commitment and the desire to become fit, I was able to go from gasping at 1/4 mile to running 26.2 miles.
Yes, even though I didn't believe that I could do it six years ago, I was coachable and I learned that I can run. Really, I had no exerperience running, it was silly for me to doubt the expertise of credible running coaches. Now, I have the advantage...I already know that I can run, and each workout gets me closer to enjoying playing outside again. I don't have to wonder if my commitment to hard work will be wasted. I also have support around me to help me determine the difference between backing off/cutting short a workout because of 1) reluctance or 2) real physical damage. Is it really that simple? Do we just have to ask ourselves "how badly do you really want change," then roll up our sleeves?